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sisters i have been though so many changes in the last 10 months that is hard sometimes to get my head around it. but my rebirth started many years ago. when i was 38 and i am now 45. i began to ask myself the bigger questions.

who am i
I was a at the time a 38 year old women wanting to make a change in my life. at the time i worked in supportive housing management but was not enjoying it any more. i tell you some think the 1st time i met sonia i was sacked on that day. then i used to drink so i got a bit tippy. i remember standing up and speck but for the life of me i am not shore what the figg i was rambling on able. but by all accounts i was quite entertaining. what i did get out of that night of awaking that there are a group of like minded women out there that are effecting change in there life by surrounding them selves with like minded women and men. i give you a joke i was chatted up by two men that night that have quite high profile men. lets say one has his own law firm and the others a producer at the bbc. they both had something in common, both of them could not manage! the rest i will leave for my book.

what makes me tick
I am a giver. i love talking, meeting new people, and food and at the time red wine. since having my 5 child 3 years ago just the smell of alcohol makes me feel tippy. but being a giver a mother partner friend can just become very draining if your energies is not matched like for like.

what makes me happy
my children and the possibility of meeting my king but i will have a good old time until i find the one and the prospect of becoming a grand mother in sept 09 god willing.

what made me unhappy
friends taking the piss and not supporting me. the non engagment by my ex-husband with our 3 children at the time. i am a surviver of DV and have regained my shine and power years ago. the rest will be in my book.

career
i had been very luck and got the level of service manager very quickly and know i did not fuck anyone to get there. if that is your ting gwan wid your bad self.

training
alway loved learning but as i am dyslectic and have issues with numbers. it has always been a channelize for me. but like many others like me to there we are very resourceful people and i managed to hide it for many years. i allowed the fear and my feeling of shame over take me.

support networks-family-friends-father of my children-others
some of friends at the time was just not ready and like with my family i had to clean house and eject some people out of my life. and or redefined- some of the relationships in my life. as for the baby fathers in my life. what a lonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng ting. you hav fi wait fi di book.

redefining self loving self and being open to receive magnificences
i aways looked fly and scrubbed up well. but there was some unresolved issues i needed to let go of. abuse that happened to me as a child. i have freed myself of thing long time. i understand now why i choose the men i have to give me children. now i have been reborn in all areas of my life i am finally free and open to receive greatness.

Goal setting and just keep on keeping on
some days i have to refocus daily and I will not any one or any ting get in my way of reaching my full potential. i only surround myself with positiveness and creative big thinkers. people, events, happening, happen for a reason or a season. i took one more step backwards 3 years ago and was blessed with a beautiful baby girl Malika-Rae. the book is coming hol-on nu man.